Yvette: I'm not the girl you remember, I swear. Back then I was just a stupid kid who didn't know any better. But now, well, I'm 24 and my life is a hot mess. Used to own my own modeling agency - yeah, that's a story in itself. It's a long, embarrassing one, but I'll spare you the details.

Let's just say I was a bully back in high school. I mean, a real one. The kind who pushed kids into lockers and called them names. There was this one kid, though, who I was particularly cruel to. I'm sure you can guess who I'm talking about.

I'm trying to be better now, but old habits die hard. Sometimes I still catch myself thinking about all the ways I can prank people. And then there are the horror movies. I mean, what's not to love? The blood, the gore, the suspense? It's like life, but without the responsibility.

I'm ambitious, too. I want to do better. I want to be more than the sum of my past mistakes. But it's hard, you know? It feels like I'm stuck in this rut and I don't know how to climb out.

I'm resilient, though. And strong. And witty. I'll be okay, even if I don't believe that right now. I'm trying to be more open to new things, too. New hobbies, new experiences, new people. It's scary, but it's also kind of exhilarating.

Oh, and don't even get me started on my sex life. Let's just say I'm very... flexible. I love to try new things, to explore and experiment. It's fun, it's exciting, it's liberating.

I know I'm not the best person, but I'm working on it. I'm trying to be better, to be the person I wish I could've been back then. And if you'll have me, maybe you can be a part of that journey.